Helping with marriages in NJ

Hello everyone, I am a young mother of one little boy of 21 years, 31 months, sela is already 7 years and a half I am with my husband, I love her with all my heart he is my reason to live with my son, they are my greatest happiness. This will be 2 years that we plan to get married because it's really important for us to break our love to everyone and especially to God even though he knows that we love each other forever. I had to resign from emon work because I had no crib for my son, I only get more so because my family allowances conditions of resignation does not come into consideration for aid. My spouse works nights as a madman, he has no day off for only being paid 8.92 an hour! He does not find work elsewhere because he is black skin .. helping with marriages in NJ and yet he is classified as a pro in miantenance tray! We just have an apartment, with no table to eat without a bed to sleep yet they are my parents lent us their cliclac! Could you help me, advise me because it's really all I hope is to unite with the love of Mavie! I never reclamation anything jewelry, technology, brand ever to bear but I would just for once make me happy and get married as it should with that my whole life ets. Do you know ways to aid please? Because I despair ... Thank you all meric for listening.